when will i be enough?

to you,

having you in my life is like killing my self.

i was not like this to my past relationships. but, i love you so i gave everything i have. but, when i will be enough for you?

i’m trying but you’re pushing me away. is it all because of her? you shouldn’t have let me love you if you’ll just do this to me. i’m not happy anymore. everyday is a struggle for me. i want you in my life, but you seem not to need me. nor want me. letting me go is just so easy for you. like changing your clothes off. do you know that it hurts so much? so much that everyday i have to think of you, everyday that i have to be lonely.

it hurts me so badly..